Beefy

So tonight I had a date with an American guy I've been seeing for the past two months. He's about 13 years older than me and built like a Greek god. I dated an Algerian kick boxer for seven months and even his sculpted body doesn't compare to this American's. I referred to him as the "Beefy American" to one of my friends, and I think I'll stick with that for here.

He also has the biggest penis of any guy I've ever been with. Even though it's been quite a few years since my cherry was popped, I still bled the first couple of times that he was in me. I guess that's pretty gross--especially to men--so I guess there is a down side to being well hung. The first time it happened, he asked me if I was starting my period, and I said, "No, silly, it's because your cock is enormous. Surely you've had that happen before." He admitted that he had.

The sex has been pretty good so far and we've tried lots of different positions: on the kitchen table, him on a chair with me sitting on top of him, lots of me sitting on top of him, doggy, and even something akin to missionary with me sitting up on the sofa. He's eaten me out, and I've let him cum in my mouth. He's cum all over my tits, my back, and my ass. Ok, the sex hasn't been pretty good. It's been fucking great.

But for some reason, we haven't had sex the last two times we've gotten together. It's very weird to me, and I think I may need someone to explain traditional dating to me, because it feels like we're moving backwards. Observe: I suck him off on our first date, and then we fuck on all subsequent dates until these last two, which have ended with us kissing in the street.

To be fair, all of the other hookups happened when he didn't have to get up for work the following morning and, after these last two dates, he did. He said we could get together this weekend, when he doesn't have to be up at 6 AM the following morning and when it would be more fair because his mind wouldn't be some place else.

I have honestly never gotten that before--a man who tells me he can't have sex with me because it wouldn't be fair to me? A man turning down sex? We were literally two blocks from his apartment; we could've had a quick fuck. Instead, let's see if he calls for the weekend.